I did some thinking today

That is often dangerous in my case. I found out that all men I was attracted to were either teachers or policemen.

1. My high school love was a friend from karate, who was also my coach later and now he works as a police instructor.
2. The man that I loved the most was my driving instructor who was a policeman in the same time.
3. Another one was PhD. and he was teaching at the university.
4. Next one worked at the university as well.
5. I have a crush on my teacher now again.

Just for the record: each of them is from different university and they can never (even hypothetically) meet.
What is wrong with me that I always choose someone who is in superior position to me? Can’t I just find someone normal to love and respect?